Thursday Thoughts: I Refuse

I refuse…

To not allow my broken heart to heal

To think every person I have a relationship with in the future is a cheater

To go back to a life that I was miserable in

To be my own worst enemy

To be taken for granted and used

To be thin skinned and let meaningless words from meaningless people affect me

To not ever forget to appreciate the beauty of my surroundings

To fail at what I love doing

To let anyone get in the way of my goals and dreams

To waste any of my days being sad, mad, and dwelling on the past

To allow anyone to suck the life out of me and kill my spirit

To crush my want and need for spontaneity

To ever let my family down and always be there for them

To keep my heart open to love and keep my mind open for opportunity

To let negativity get the best of me

To let anyone that is dear to me feel alone

To ignore or ever let go of my passions

To not let anyone persuade me that my spiritual beliefs aren’t realistic

This is my life, my will, and despite what I have been through…I am taking charge of it.
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Thursday thoughts are a series to share my random thoughts with my readers so that they well get to know me a bit more. We all have a different outlook on life, feelings, emotions, and sense of humor. My Thursday thoughts series is just for fun, sharing, and to make you think of things yourself. 

Other Thursday Thoughts Blogs:

Thursday Thoughts 

Thoughts of Happiness

Dealing with Heartache

You Never Know Who’s Watching

Real Friends Filter The Fakes

I am Sorry

Thursday Thoughts I Refuse

 

 

About Author

April Mae Monterrosa

is a travel, lifestyle, & beauty writer & entrepreneur from San Antonio, TX. Her blog's goal is to influence and encourage others to make time for fun, adventures, and self-care. She is also the owner of the beauty studio Shine Beautifully.

2 Comments

  1. Connie Gomez says:

    Every woman should refuse the same!!! You are so inspiring! I wish you were Houston!!! Have you considered speaking maybe at Women’s shelters or places that help young ladies get out of bad relationships? I think it’s your calling. Your testimony is growing. Your journey is worth sharing! HUGS!!!

  2. Go girl! Remember the past are just thoughts. Living and enjoying the present is where it’s at!! Keep up the positivity and don’t be afraid to lean on friends and family to help you through.

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